roller coaster ride!!!

Whoa. my week have beeen very bumpy!! hahaa lets keep it short. i was really depressed cause of pineapple. then i talked to E. and was happy. then ive been happy since. yay. i talked to him once and realized he isnt going to ignore me. so theres that
hahaha

and i went X-mas shopping for my close sr. friends and a few other friends
S- hello kitty stuffed animal
y- she wanted brownies???
Eb. bst buy gift card
amr.- same thing
eu- baby hello kitty stuff
alli.- kitty from disney
kris.- lots of asian pencils
cassie- pencil and candy
LC3- bath and body works gift card
LC4 -same

haha theres 100 bucks.... im god at saving money and not give cheap gifts!
hahaha jkjk i suck

well lets see. one week b4 the 2 week break baby!!! woo hoo!! altho.

i dont really have much to say other than im really happy and merry and i kinda hope he would benice to me this week. hahahaha i mean 2 weeks! he can be nice to me for a week.

thats all i have to say for tonite. i have a ton of hw... yay.... bibi

hooked?? i think soo....

*sigh*

... what can i say... im hooked. all i could think about today was edward cullen, vampires, jacob black, warewolves, the movie, the book. i ws online half the time 2day looking/searching for fansites, stuff aboutthe book or movie, and thinkin... why isnt everyones life like them?? it really suckks


i made wallpapers for my phone. wanna see some??

hahayou know yor jealous. and all these pictures have one thing in common. its my*signature* i guess. ahahaha

i bought a camera today... its not the best one but heyy... it takes picks, i bought most of it.*dad helped pay some* and it works.
good enough with me... even if i did want the one my cousin has. ohh well. cant always get what you always want.

seriously tho.. i love edward cullen... and his quotes.

im reading the 2nd book, new moon, right now. my friend who lent it to me decided to say it was depressing right b4 she gave it to me... now i want to know whats up with it. haha

i really do hope the director decides to do a sequel. i mean stop worrying about the cost. look at the 1st ones turn out. yah its going to cost more to make it more book based... but these crazii grls will pay watever too see it.. i mean they waited outside the night b4 for the premire!!!!!!

crazii fans. i love taylor lautner, but heyy im in love with edward cullen. i cant choose teams so dont make me choose.

alrite well ima go read da book now. ttyl .

♥ edward cullen && jacob black

And so... the LION fell in LOVE with the LAMB

twilight-highlight of my day

*Ohh look!!! its edward and bella!!*

haha so today i finally saw twilight. hahaha
i saw the trailor for the 1st time yesterday... and then the movie today... needless to say. im hooked. i didnt want to be... but im hooked. it really sux to say it but, i wouldnt mind having a bf like edward cullen. hed be the perfect boyfriend. he'll love me, protect me, and care for me.
*u love him... but i love him more*
but the movie itself was amazing. i love taylor lautner. haha id choose him anyday. but today... im going for vampire only cuase im in a edward cullen mood. hahaha. rob is so much hotter in this movie.

*HOTT!!*

*sigh* i want him as my bf.... haha yah im hooked. but heyy, im a 15 yr old grl. what do u expect. anywayz. UGHH I LOVE IT!!!!!
*This is a really good picture *

theres not much more to say about this movie other than its awesome, hott guys, pretty amazing grl, typical love story with a twist. and a buncha obsessed grls who cant get enough of it *im not at that stage yet* teehee ^_^

*i made this one myself!!! hah thanks to picnik.com teehee ^^ and a friend who told me this site*

lol this shows how much of a life i have on a friday nite at 10 30. haha

ANYWAYZ

lets see. i want to see pineapple =[ hahaha its sad.... i dont get it... ive never wanted to see a guy like this b4... WHAT DOES HE HAVE THAT i WANT!?!?!?!?! *hes obviously not taylor or rob!!!!*

anyone know?? this is just sad...

and heyy person whos reading this... *wink* dont laugh... i have no life.. this is considered short...i mean look at my other ones....

ive been at the mall since 8am till6 pm... yahh wonderful day yes??

btw, im gettin a camera tomorrow!!!!

EDWARD QUOTES!!!!!:*funny, sad, cute, watever... my faves*

I saved your life – I don’t owe you anything.

Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 3, p.64

I hope you enjoy disappointment.

Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 3, p.65

It would be more… prudent for you not to be my friend. But I’m tired of trying to stay away from you, Bella.

Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.84

I said it would be better if we weren’t friends, not that I didn’t want to be.

Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.84

What if I’m not a superhero? What if I’m the bad guy?

Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 5, p.92

Bella:

Do you have a multiple personality disorder?

Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.82

thanks giving break begins

我的愛,

wow i always say im gunna write today and i never remember to... haha ohh well lets see whats goin on lately


but i cant say it here apparently.. cause idr who i told about this blog... so i guess this is between me and my brain

well 2day way the last day of skol b4 thanksgiving break!! woohoo! well i was a guide 2day at skol for ppl and it was pretty... boring? lol there wasnt much to do and my speaker disappeared and didnt come back. lol ohh well i chilled out in student services all day with my friend and athletic. haaha it was.... pretty fun.

during the last session we were suppose to watch a video they ppl made... it had a lotta seniors and memories of seniors and everything. hha it was fun.... pineapple was in it... he was akward. haha i'll be honest. some cute parts but mainly akward. watever. lol so we watched the whole thing and then i was walking around the auditiorium and all and i pineapple sees me and says carrie! and smiles... i pout and draw a tear down my face. he does it too.. only more dramatically. haaha

skol ended. yay. we went to the band room and im hugging ppl bye, wishing them a fun filled weekend. blah blah. and then he comes in and stares at me. smilin. i stare back. i knewwhat he was thinking and i knew he knew i knew. we kept staring at each other. ppl randomly came up to me and hugged me ... i was hugging cassie. saying bi. all that and he goes. carrie and i have a hug *arms out smilin* i was honestly thinking... should i be a jerk.... or not... and after like 4 seconds... i smile again... arms out. and hugged him.

i get hugs... a lot of hugs... from everyone. random ppl.... hahaha im a very huggable person. lol anywayz... and i guess its just me but i kinda think about the hugs i get. like i sorta but not really rate them... like id go aww this is a really comforting hug or hmm this is kinda a happy hug... or umm this is just akward. haha

my friend whos a bass guitarist.... he gives great hugs. no lie. like he was like #1 on my best hug list. his hugs are comforting, happy, and secure. firm too. but pineapple beats him.
No its not cause i like him. its really different. lol vibe is very different... i like it tho.
like the bass guitarist is a quick comfort hug... but His hugs last a lil longer... even if the hug itself wasnt. haha idkk
when we hugged. he was very firm about it and it was comforting and secure.. it did make me smile. i mean idk how to explain it... i just liked it... a lot. haha i want another hug like that.. not necessarily from him... from anyone... idk . lol im smiling now.

i dont usually get hugs from guys i like.
i got a hug from rocky once at coffee house freshman year. and that was b4 i liked him
me and bc have this special hand hug thing going on. lol its our own little thing
me and double O arent even close enough to hug. hahaah theres that dilema.. but not really.
me and pineapple... have a specail relationship...from my point of view... im sure hes like this to everyone... but noones really likethis to me.

hmm i needed to add something to the beginning... but i forgot it... go figure

stupid boys and the the banquet from yesterday!!!!

haha so i was going to come and blog yesterday.. but i got too tiired and went to bed. said i was going to do it tonite... but i really dont remember anything from yesterday. like not a word. all i remember is going to skol. yesterday nite... i remember i had something exiting to share but i cant remember anything!!! oh noo!!

well today.... was pretty blann... i guess... idk wat or how im feeling. and im thinking it has something to do with The Older One. or Double O. hahaha eitehr way... im falling hard for him. its like another rocky situation. altho i hope this crush doesnt last a yr like it did with rocky. but watever. Double O is a senior and hes gunna be gone next year.i just wish we can become good enough friends hed randomly IM me on Fb like he used too. i remember our debate on whether drinking milk was kool or not.

HAHAHA. watever i hope i get over him. i mean i will. yah i will. lol i just want to become friends.

Homecoming King .HK here is probalby the best bf anyone can ask for. no lie.he fits all the wat a grl wants.
hes shy yet loud* speaks his mind*
smart*even if he says no hes not *
funny
Caring
tall.

haha its a great guy... and im happy i became friends with him. no lie.but hes also leaving this yr..

im going to miss all these amazing seniors ive became friends with.most of my friends were jrs last year... and this year. theyre leaving me.

wat im i going to do without them!?!?!?!

OMG OMGOMG YESTERDAY! the banquet

i had so much fun it was the best time ever. great food.

amazing memories..

piccolo - nicole and sol was the best one i rememeber..
trumpets- How can stephen possible not get caught with food!
trombone- idk.. i cant think of any,,, idk y tho.. ohh dean is so quiet!
tuba- colin is so adorable. he got so emotional. and the family award he gave... mann i love the tubas
sax- AKWARD. JUST PLAIN AWKARD. and when chip and sean danced... omg that was wierd as crap. and cassie and i had the same thought.... Dancing tights.... at the same time!!! it was badd...
Drumline- ethan"most likely to quit drumline and join CG."mann we love you ethan
Runners. chelsea and catey... i love u guys
colorguard... mann i never thought id get the outstanding noobie award... it really just never came across my mind! and when they were explaining it... we all thought it was korey. wow i was happy but surprised.
i also got a funky ht award
"whats that, a hat, crazy funky junky hat..."

oh mann i had a fun time and i love everyone. till the end, no matter what happens... we are a family. no matter wat.

unfortunatly, Double O didnt talk. at all. to me
lol somethings wrong here... i just dk wat tho. Double O and his bro went from talking to me a lot to nothing.... *snap* just like that..
his bro and i have a class. but we havent talked for like 2 days now... i thought we were like bffs.

mann boys are dorks. but i love them. theyre my family too...
hahaa

well i g2g2 bed. got some all state work to do tomorrow. Blech!!

ttyl ...bbibi nite nite

Marching band competition

*sigh* i dont even know what to write today. i just want to say... RHS marching Band members, Great job today. we really really really did really good. it was amazing. seeing the band director jumping in all joy was amazing. and yah literally jumping up and down cheering was a great feeling. the ability to perform at the naval academy was an amazing feeling and i love it! i really did~ <3

RHS colorguard. especially opener flags.... what happened?!? the runs were amazing and we looked so good! but performance wasnt hott. but its watever now. its over. its to late. nothing i can do bout it but realize all our flaws and fix it for winter gaurd in next years marching band. Time to move on. we went up by O.2?O.4? O. something points... thats not good considering we had 3 weeks! our runthroughs were amazin! WHAT HAPPENED!

im really really sick and tiired of going out there working our butts off and getting a low score. then having marching band members telling us we suck, we bring the guard down, mocking us, and everything else that just makes us feel like we did Sh*t. when its story time, what do the drum majors and directors say. we are a band. and bands support and work together. we are like family. WHERES THE FAMILY?! THE SUPPORT?! when we get a bad placement. ohh... its colorguards fault.

i'll be honest. were not the best. were not that good in general. but whatever! we really do go out there and try our best and show our best performance. today *its 1:02 am... yesterday* was an amazing performance... minus a few flaws. opener flags were... really off. but we tried. i know we did. u can tell! some of us just dont have enough confidence to realize that they have the potential to lead the group. our flags may not be neon and WOW at 1st glance... but it fits with our show and all. murder/mystery was a great theme.

another thing, band members.... seriously. we know we suck. we know we arent as good as the other bands colorguard. we dont have "WOW LOOK! BRIGHT COLOR FLAGS!" were not as together as we should be. SO STOP SHOVING THIS INTO OUR FACES! FAMILY??!?!? whatever. like i said b4... we place bad... ohh its alllllll colorguard fault.. when was ur last time u stopped, thought bout what you said, how much its going to hurt us mentally, and NOT SAY IT. if u realize how much we work our butts off and having the result turn out like this... u'll realize we dont need u guys to come up to us and say boo u suck. Think. Think really hard. Think bout when the last time u said heyy colorguard, its okkayy u guys didnt do so hott. u tired ur best. great job.

ive been in marching band since day 1 and i have not had a single member do that. nothing i say rite now can express the way i feel about our band and CG.

i love it. i love marching band. i love colorguard. i love all the members. and i wouldnt switch with any other skols becuase we are like family. we just dont have the support we should get. when was the last time we thought bout the other persons position. i finally did today. and Cg member and a marching band member was play arguing bout how their job isnt easy... i started to think... its true

Band: the fact that u guys can play, memorize music, count, watch drum major, get to ur spots, and march at the same time is amazing. it really is. and im proud to say thats my band members

CG: the fact that we learned how to toss, catch, march while tossing and turning, dancing, count marches, and get to our spots is amazing. and im also proud to say im a part of it

we both have the same amount of stress and pressure... so y cant we get the same amount of support?!

tues, the bands going to watch the game and they are going to say... wow. colorguard sucks. no wonder we got 14th/15th place. yah thats band. justthe push we need to come back nexxt year.


i dont knowwhat else i want to say... i just can express myself.

Later today:
i was in a bad mood after our placement. yah drum majors and directors said it didnt matter. and i'll agree.. but lets be honet... who doesnt want a plastic trophy taller than themselves standing in the office/band room reminding us how amazing we were. i wanted that trophy... i'll be honest.... i always say placemnt? watever... but wanted top 10 at least.#1 if ever. I wanted to be #1. I wanted band to say great job. and i want to show them colorguard does have what it takes.

when i get home. i sit and talk with my friend in the car for hrs. then i g2 my other friends house... yah i get ignored... completely so i go into their house, into the basement and chill with her lil bro. i love him. hes like my lil bro. i dont think ive ever felt so un needed and unwatned and left out. they all come barging int ome and lil bro talking. doesnt bother to say hi to me coming here and walk out.

Im So Sick And Tiired Of Trying To Help People With Their Life Problems, Then Get Turned Round And Pushed Aside Like I Dont Matter. Im... Just...Sick... And...Tiired... Of... it.... sick and tiired.

Halloween!!!

heyy, 我的愛
haha okkayy so i managed to avoid the computer a lot since skol started. and i just realized that i havent made a blog since forever. so y not start with halloween!!!! haha soo im a day late but watever i had fun. anywayz...

halloween O8 was probably one of the best times ive had in years but thanks to my 2nd pd class and music director who made me so much happier. the guy i liked wasalso in this class but i was not even in the mood to go talk to him and hes my BFF too! i like him more as a BFF than anything so no worries there dude. haha altho K.M. thinks im obsessed with him... surreee talk to chealsea if u think that. she was talking bout his eyes that i never even realized was blue. hahaha. but after 2nd pd i was a bit happier. so tx 2nd pd and teacher!!!

the morning was really bad... i was so depressed i almost cried. hahaha sad sad day

went to the guys soccer game at 5 pm. RHS vs. Bel Air semi-finals. we won 4-0 tehe^^
had a good time there watching guys play soccer heading those balls. my friends said this once and its now officially a quote for me and soccer. so someone headed the ball then she said yah! lose those brain cells!!.

haha officially my new quote for soccer..

it was me, S.K. homecoming king D.T and Chealsea. btw, im definitely crushing on D.T. hahahah hes so shy but nice and funny. great personality too!! but hes a senior and leaving this year!!!
hahaha we had fun ttalking and all
btw... chealseas friend peter is pretty cute.

then we decided to go to chipotle cause it was free brrito day. if we dress up with aluminum we get a free burrito. hahaa it was a fun time. S.K. and her BF S.W. D.T. and me went to chipotle and talked and chilled. ima sound like a lil kid bout ima be honest. it was pretty fun to hang out with a buncha seniors.... ima miss them next year. then D.T. freaked out from this song ...retenor?? by radiohead. hahahaaaha

after that S.K. took me home and me and my crazii friends walked around the neighborhood and chilled and had thebest time... without trick or treating!!! slapping each other, being perverted* erick, D.F. B.H. that is*

me, J.V. K.M. L.F. her friend from atholton cynthia. B.H. D.F. annd S.P. were all just here hanging out.

around 10 or so we went to J.V.s house and played music and all... then she got tiired and went to bed... leaving me shiv. D.F. and B.H. at like 1030. but we all went home too. but b4 we left, we all hugged and all.... and D.F. bein perverted while we hugged jen. hahhahaaha thx D. and when we were in the living room he said his nipples hurt. so i said how bout ur other one... hesaidno and i twisted it and he screamed. hahahhaha then he did the same to me?!?!?!!!!!! but failed. hahahahahahha

well that was mainly my night. today i went to VA with me family since i have a 4 day weekend!!!!! yeahhhh!

thats all for now. i'm tiired of typing... this is a weird keyboard. hahaha i g2 get on this more often

c ya >.<

ummm ok

Dear, 我的愛
lol ok welll i just realized that there are ppl who do come to my blog. hehe ^_^"
whats gusta??? lol ok either way wooow i havnt been on this thing in forever!! haha well time to rant

ok well lets see... skols started... whoop-di-do! my classes are pretty good.

1Pd i got mat hwith someone i like =P

2nd i got band also with someone i kinda still like =P

3pd. i got science, noone here... but i got with with my BFF. ^^

4A i got spanish.. that isnt so bad.... its a very chill class

4B i got specialty sports... omg i shoulda never joined... its straight out guys and seriously... i only joined for volleyball... but other than that stufff.... its pretty kool to... the teacher. L is really kool =]

5pd i got eng. now heres the thing... its a reg. class and the ppl arent stupid which is kool. but some ppl act sooo retarded its hilarious... i have fun in that class^^ p.s. somone i sorta liked is also in there... hahaha

6pd i got history... now this class is also reg. the ppl really isnt that ta-da... but they do make this class so fun to be in... so i got no complaint ^^



theres my life... haha lets seee.... ohh and im currentyl into death note the movie. mainly cause L is sooo cute!!!!!!!!!

yah the picture is a lil emo looking... but its him. lol and im not an emo tpye grl... im a normal/a lil preppy/ mostly average kid



haha well i g2g to my other BFF S. party... haha i'll ttyl. bibi!!!!!!

seventeen magazine

dear my love *yah no chinese today*

omg i just saw the worst cover for 17 magazine today! im sorry if anyone else is a miley cyrus fan but i seriously went from ohh this grl is pretty kool to OMFG y is she.... y...*speechless* idk maybe the magazine will make me realize that wat ive read and what ive seen is just a huge misunderstanding, but i doubt it. especially when she todl a whole story on how nick obsessed over her that much!

Source:http://perezhilton.com/2008-08-07-mileys-confession

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seventeen magazine

"We became boyfriend and girlfriend the day we met. He was on a quest to meet me, and he was like, 'I think you're beautiful and I really like you.' And I was like, 'Oh, my gosh, I like you so much.'"
"Nick and I loved each other. We still do, but we were in love with each other. For two years he was basically my 24/7. But it was really hard to keep it from people. We were arguing a lot, and it really wasn't fun."
After they broke up at the end of 2007, Cyrus tells Seventeen, "At first I bawled for a month straight. I was so sad. I just went into this weird funk. And I dyed my hair black. When we were dating, Nick wanted me to get highlights – and so I did that, and I got myself looking great. And then, on the day we broke up, I was like, I want to make my hair black now – I don't want to look pretty; I want to look hard-core. I was rebelling against everything Nick wanted me to be. And then I was like, I've got to be by myself for now, and just figure out who I really am."

ok i believe that nick mita acutally loved her for a abit... but seriously... "on a quest to find me..." I MEAN COME ON! and i honestly doesnt believe that nick would tell a grl how to dress themselve... now wat i do believe is if nick was like ohh hey miley, i think highlights would looks pretty cute on u... or something like that.... but the way miley said it sounded like if u dont highlight ur hair im going to break up with u.

i do give her props on finally figuring out that she shouldnt use herself to rebel against someone and just be urself. thatss a smart choice.

perez hilton. i agree with u. now i dont know the jonas brothers like friends. but im sure ur rite when u said that they are not the type of ppl who would change a grl.

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alrite so after that rant... my day today was really bad... i mita pulled a ligament on my left back ankle or soemthing. and i got dizzy and there was a pulsing feeling in my eye the whole time in marching band. from like 2 pm till 830... ahhhh

and tomorrows a new day... but still 1pm-9pm.... Blechhhhhhh andd its gunna be worst since we are now officially behind schedule....

either way, bed time... and yah i noe... its a new day already....12;24am

nite nite

ohh boii

dear 我的愛,

waa! i havent been on her for the worlds longest time!! well lets see how lifes going shall we. i just cashed in my check for $50 from work. haha my 1st and last pay there since i quit. hehe ^^ but ohh well.


one part of the da hotel*where im standing is my suite. thats the 2nd part


i came back from conneticut for like 3 days. Uncle T gave me like $300!!! idk y he does tho. thats a lotta money! but hes kool. i have a fun time there and bought some stuff altho he gave me that much. i wasnt allowed to use it. *my mom gave me $100 b4 we went there* so i had that money to spend. since foxwood is a casino i had nowhere to go but the tree house. some arcade place. then to my hotel room. and back there... haha at least i had a cuz *A* who wasnt always at the casino. so we chilled and all... hahaaaha it was a fun time ^^ then we went to NY. where i found the hana kimi DVD!! yay!! and i about a $49 thing of fahrenheit. hahahhahits like a blanket thing, 5 folders, and a mouse pad?? idk. hahah
Mouse pad??

the four folders!! *top left to bottom rite:chun, jiro, arron, calvin*
the blanket/Towel/??/

all the stuff that came with the packet. $49?!?!!?!
the DVD!!! too bad no eng subb


AHHHH BAND CAMP IS SOO CLOSE!! hahah yah yagh it sounds geeky but it isnt cause im in colorguard where i throw flags and all.. its funn but aug is raelly hott and were going to be outside from like 1 pm to 9pm!! im going to turn into a burnt up bacon bit!! yuck!! well at least i will have friends there to suffer with me *evil laugh!! * hahaha either way tomorrow is the last clinic and dubbs scares me. idk y. like hes never yelled at me or anything, its just he vibe of ifi mess up. hes going to get on my case feel. *shivers* i hate that feeling. i knoiw he loves band to the top of the world. so thats even more pressure. like if we dont do good. then the performance wont go well. then we get bad grading. then hes going to get mad/sad/disappointed. then were going to feel the guilt above our head
and idk if band camp is as bad as ppl say... but im a little scared. im not sure if its gunna get hott! i mean this years weather is so unpredictable!! i mean its sunny 4 1/2 the day and then next thing you know theres a thunder watch/tornado watch/flood warning!!

ahh!!!!!
well its like 1 am and i need to wake up at 8 to get ready for clinic. blech! haha i'll return later ah.

bibi la 我的愛

catching up

dear 我的愛,
wow so much this week! july 4-6?7?. i stayed over at my cuz's house. 8th is my birthday!

well lets break it up into days
7.4. independence day!!! woo hoo! we were goin to goto the inner harbor. but ended up not going cause it was sorta raining and noone wanted k or j to get wet and sick. so we played fireworks from their apartment door. and we bought glowsticks and they had a lotta fun with that. haha
7.5 lol we mainly just chilled and all and not much happened. i dont remember much but just had some fun somewhere and messed around. at night "I" wanted to make me spagetti and S said that she was drunk. lol she did smell like alcohol but u could tell she was sober enough. we talked all night. MAJOR family problems apparently. but no matter what happens we are a family and i'll always support them as much as poss.
7.6 ok like the day above i dont remember much. it was wither 6/7 that we went swimming atthis one pool from and played on the playground where J was climbing on the monkey bars and slipped off... he landed on the woodchips and it imprinted on his face... but its all good cause hes the wild one where he freaks out for a bit but end s up doing dangerous stuff without worrying... like the pool... he just jumps in like a one -2 feet pool without being scared "what if i hurt myself again"
7.7i went and got a perm. ok ell its not what i wanted but its something. i mean i wanted wavy and not short hair. but she cutted it like 2 in. shorter than what i said and i know that if i perm it wavy it'll shrink even dhorter... so its like on top of my shoulder rite now and curly... since my hair is naturally straight, it should turn out to be wavy in a few days. or at least b4 skol starts again. i hope!!
7.8My Birthday!! well not much happened today. i woke up and my mom said were going out to eat with M and M. my aunt and cuz. my Cuz M bought me a bag from aero. it was pretty cute. AuntM gave me a red pocket as did my parents. i didnt check how much inside yet. we ate at red lobsters and it was really good. had a cake. then we went home and i chilled with my friends all day... got onto facebook and found 40 comments saying happy b day. then i replied everyone differently making it a lil special.
and now im txting someone and seriously... just when u think know someone...it slaps u rite across the face with new stuff. and i seriously mean it. i mean my friend is now being all emo and liking my other Bff. this is too much to handle at times ....but im here to deal with it... its nothing big...

sigh.. what a day... well its i am and i want to watch forensic heroes II and finish BSM with wang zi and ao quan... haha wang zi is still my background pic. im bout to change it to my lil nephews soon. haahah well thats all for rite now. i'll sign back on on thurs to fix this whole blogging time cause rite now im blogging on 7/9 when everythingi s 7/8

ohh and i was tlaking to my friend Seema and we always end up talking about guys... i seriously need to get over "rocky" cause we DEF DEF DEF will never work out giving the fact that hes now a senior and and a sophmore.... i mean its poss... but i know he likes me a friend only. if something happens... thats kool but heyy, i like being friends with him. except for when he give me the cold shoulder feeling ... its just like off i feel like ignoring u today... and i wont answer u facebook messages... WTH? i need to get over him...
and this other guy i dont have a nickname for him yet so rite now its a blank_____. i need to get over him too. i mean hes nice and all but we just will never be for the fact that
1. he's also like a bro to me
2. i dont think he even likes me anymore than a friend
idk it mite work out... i mean ok rite now even if we are together it would look bad. cause i mean hes really small compared to mee... and hes shorter than me by a few inches... idk he said the doc said he's getting his growth spert jr. yr... if anything happens between sophmore year and when ever... that'll be cool... i can care less what other ppl say bout comparing size and all... if he cares then ummm screw it. hahah

wither way... i need to get over them. at least for now.

well i guess all i can say for rite now is bibi la 我的愛!

i'll upoad the pictures later so whoever can see it

Hancock&& AVATARS!

****ALL OF THE FOLLOWING AVATARS BELOW WERE CREATED BY CASSIA AND AIWA! THEY WERE NOT CREATED BY ME! SO IF YOU ARE GOING TO USE ANY OF THESE ICONS, PLEASE GIVE CREDIT TO THESE OWNERS! THEY WORKED HARD ON THESE AMAZING AVATARS!****

My 5 fave icon!

WU CHUN!!
JIRO!!!

CALVIN!!* not enough calvi nso i added some aaron to it.

AARON!!

Dear 我的愛,

well well, i went to the movies with my sis and my cuz A. we saw hancock, and it was.... Idk really how to expressit. like it was funny, yet very sweet. i mean the comedy, theres not much i can say except for the fact that its pretty hilarious. hahahhah but the sweet part is cause of love. apparently, hancock*will Smith* is destined to be witthis other supergrl idk her name. but if they gget together they become mortal and die. and since this is liek a superhero movie theres g2 be a villan. haha so the prob. is like forbidden love. they cant love each either without dying. so in the end, he uses all hism ight and leave LA to save the supergrl... haha maybe its just me but idk its really nice.. and sweet. hahaha i would recommend it.

hmm other than that theres not much i can say... ohh well today was prettty boring, i woke up and got onto fahrenheit Global. found some amazing icons. credits to Cassie and Aiwa. they really are amazing.

haa ok well im still trying to watch brown sugar macchiato.

tomorrows july 4. O8!!!! haha going downtown with my lil nephews and watching fireworks there!! yay!! unfortunatly... my camera..... *Tear* broken... all cause of the last day of skol! Grr... hahaha well either way, its like 9:27 and after having fun tomorrow i g2 wake up early tomorrow to go to band camp clinic.... BLECH!

made a multiply.com and again.... confusing as ever!! y cant blogs and stuff be as easy as myspace or facebook.. i mean i dont even know how to change my layout! hahahah if only they had a layout generator like whateverlife.com

that'll make life so much easier.

i guess thats all i got to say rite now ... ohh and again... ****ICONS CREDIT GOES TO AIWA AND CASSIA! Fahrenheit-global! NOT MY ICONS!.***

hana kimi Final Volume!!

王子&&炎亞綸好可愛啊!!

大東w/ asian glasses!!! haha caption said it up there!


dear 我的愛


*sigh* my life is so boring ah... theres nothing really good today... i think my high point was reading the last volume of hana kimi or colorguard when i nailed that peggy toss. hahaha ughh if only hana kimi taiwan version ended so nicely like the book did! the drama was so disappointing in the end. even more disappointing when i heard : NO HANA KIMI 2. im like :-0

i need to finish brown sugar macchiatio *with 王子*
haha lollipop*bang bang tang* is a pretty cool band. but 飛輪海 is still #1!!

so colorguard today. we were actually using flags! haahaha i managed not to kill anyone. and i gotthe peggy toss... everyone keeps telling me that i pick up fast and that im really good. but idk, i mean im a visual learner but idk if im that good.
my band director is so.... akward... well not him personally cause he's pretty cool but when he was just sitting there watching us throw flags... it was pretty akward... hahahah

well i was talking to B not long ago and i was randomly telling him quotes i found or made up. it got pretty akwardly boring... so heres a few

QUOTES:
~The presence of real love is the same as seeing ghost spirits~ Wu chun from hana kimi
~Happiness can’t be chosen or saved, it has to be felt~ me
~The key to being happy is to be simple~ me
~True love, should exceed the length of life, the width of the mind and the depth of one’s soul~ aaron*FLH*
~Cherish what’s in front of you, cause you’ll never know when it will disappear ~ me
~There shouldnt be a reason to like someone... but if there has to be then it would be because i love you. *kinda a mix of jiro wangs'
~*~*~ Remembering back when i was in a relationship, my girlfriend often asked me my reasons for liking her. I probably said a lot of stuff... I would say i like your expression...i like your voice...I like how your really good at cooking...and i like when you sing. Or at night the feeling i get when you tell jokes to help me fall asleep. ***But then later i realized, That actually when you like someone you dont really need all those reasons. If there must be a reason,Then it would be: I love You.~***Jiro Wang. Wang Dong cheng

well thats all i got today cause im really tired and i need to finish BSM. haha not much chinese today i guess thats a good thing. hmm i think from now on im going to put up pic of the ppl i talk about
eg: 王子&飛輪海♥♥
well, thats all for now!! bibi la我的愛

P.S. Asian Guys look sooooo cute withthose suare glasses. *look at the pix above and the one on my header of wang zi and you'll know what i mean

My messed up biological clock day!

他們兩個好可愛啊!!!!!!!!!!! hehee... my wallpaper

Dear我的愛,


AHHH!!! i just wrote so much and now it disappeared! :'(... *sigh* i guess i;ll just retype what i remember.



hehe! thats my current wallpaper on my phone^^ 王子 is so 可愛 ♥♥

heh well lets see bout me day. i was over at my cuz's house yesterday. but i didnt go to sleep knowing that my parents would come pick me up around 4.am. so i got home at 5am and decidednot to sleep because i would need to wake up at 8 am to call the health department for my mom. *sigh* those pl need to be more punctual! the paper clearly says:

call ASAP to make an appointment from 8:30am-9:30am

i called every 15 min. and she was not here!!!! grrr she ended up calling back at liek 10! so i waited so long for nothing! *sigh" was watching brwown sugar macchiato till 11am. then i went to bed



Brown sugar macchiato is hilarious! i knew from the beginning that gui gui 鬼鬼 didnt have cancer! i was rite!! well at least this made 王子reveal his true feeling for gui gui.

他們兩個好可愛啊

i must say tho... i dislike gui gui. BUT! its not casue i hate her shes annoying and all.. well a lil but i think its mainly cause i envy her a lot. idk i disliked her from day one i guess cause she was so close with aaron. and then i found out about her and wang zi being so close.. altho i must say im doing a much better job now forcing myself not to hate her for this.

unfortunatly, i heard that her and aaron yan got into a huge argument and the paused the new drama and pi li MIT is on the edge again!

poor aaron the most cause he's being targeted on with the gay rumor and stuff.

***sigh*** i think i get to emotionally attached to dramas.
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hehe well done with my drama part. now about my day! i went to bed at 11 am woke up at 2 pm went back to bed woke up at 4 pm. and woke up at 6 pm to go laser tagging! ohh that was so much fun!!! heheheh S's church friends are so fun to hang with. that D kid who dressed up as mickey, and kimchi with that beanie hat is really cute!. ughh i got so sweaty afterward it was not funny then we ate macdonalds. and went home... i read about fahrenheit and now im foing this.

*tear* i still cant find out how to change layouts and all using HTML. sigh...

B day in 8 Days!!!!! hah i want the hana kimi DVD in taiwan version for my b day. i already got the japan version from my cuz A. Thx A!!!!

well i guess thats all for today giving the fact that i got nothing else to say, im not tiired, but i got colorguard tomorrow, and i wanna finish watching brown sugar macchiato.

so i guess this is ta ta for now la 我的愛 i'll be back soon!!

我愛你王子＆＆飛輪海 ♥♥

Boring day at my cuz's house

Wu Chun is soooo hott!!!!!Wang zi is def. prince charming!

Dear... 我 的 爱

hah i found me name for this blog!! my love. heheh at least for now its called my love ^^Waaaa!! im falling for wu chun all over again!! hahah watching hana kimi just makes you fll in love with him!!
i luv jiro now too cause of fahrenheit. and now i know who he is and in hana kimi is...WOW
haha so i found a blog today
piiggybloggess.blogspot.com
her blog is amazing!
i just cant figure out how to make/change my blog to something like that... more interesting for me. hahah

sigh. well im over at my cuz J's house so theres nothing to do.... bout to watch brown sugar macchiato. which i have to say.... is awesome!!!
wang zi is sooooooo cute!!

and now i also have to finish watching ISWAK II cause i found out that he's also in that!.
hhahaha my days so far are mainly bout dramas and stuff

well tues nd sat. i have colorguard practice and marching band practice. so i'll see how that goes...
man august is going to be torture!!

guess wat!!
9 MORE DAYS UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY!!!!
yay me! hmmm where shhould i go for my b day

MV!

Dear..

wow i had to come here and write before i loose what im feeling reit now.

I was just on Fahrenheit global and read this Video link. its the Official

MV for The Sichuan Earthquake diaster.

this MV was really touching and even tho i didnt understand it to well, i could

really feel the thoughtful and sincerity of this MV.

maybe one dayi can look back and understand what the lyrics and song actually

says...

比较美好的世界

http://youtube.com/watch?v=jHr122eHZ_0

总该想一些方法、让人们能继续相爱

我们到这个世界上来不是来互相伤害

把笑声还给哭泣、把拥抱还给猜疑

把光还给暗、甜还给苦、安慰还给恐惧
毎颗心温度热一些、冰冷的就会融解
我们可以给彼此一个比较温暖的 比较美好的世界

一定有甚麼办法让明天还值得期待
不能帮太阳爬升上来、至少帮一朵花开
把眼睛还给眺望、把天空还给翅膀
路还给勇敢、海还给船、小孩还给梦想
毎双手付出多一些、不变的就会改变
下一次我们再见、约在比较快乐的 比较美好的世界
爱能够慢慢地完美、这个人间的残缺
下一次我们再见、约在比较和平的 比较美好的世界○

this song was amazing.

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as for my day, lets seee its 6:26 pm

and sincei didnt have to g2 work today. i am incharge of cleaning

the house -_-

after that... ima prob either do a lil bit of workout and then shower...

around 11-12... hana kimi with my sister. luv that drama so much!

then brown sugar macchiato to sleep. haah i cant sleep without the tv/computer on with
something showing
hahaah

well. idk i mite come back to write more if anything else interesting happens... or i mite just leavie it as is... hahaha ok well

bibi

王子

飛輪海

他們是我的愛♥♥！

hahahah i felt like i needed to put up

who im obsessing over these days