catching up

dear 我的愛,
wow so much this week! july 4-6?7?. i stayed over at my cuz's house. 8th is my birthday!

well lets break it up into days
7.4. independence day!!! woo hoo! we were goin to goto the inner harbor. but ended up not going cause it was sorta raining and noone wanted k or j to get wet and sick. so we played fireworks from their apartment door. and we bought glowsticks and they had a lotta fun with that. haha
7.5 lol we mainly just chilled and all and not much happened. i dont remember much but just had some fun somewhere and messed around. at night "I" wanted to make me spagetti and S said that she was drunk. lol she did smell like alcohol but u could tell she was sober enough. we talked all night. MAJOR family problems apparently. but no matter what happens we are a family and i'll always support them as much as poss.
7.6 ok like the day above i dont remember much. it was wither 6/7 that we went swimming atthis one pool from and played on the playground where J was climbing on the monkey bars and slipped off... he landed on the woodchips and it imprinted on his face... but its all good cause hes the wild one where he freaks out for a bit but end s up doing dangerous stuff without worrying... like the pool... he just jumps in like a one -2 feet pool without being scared "what if i hurt myself again"
7.7i went and got a perm. ok ell its not what i wanted but its something. i mean i wanted wavy and not short hair. but she cutted it like 2 in. shorter than what i said and i know that if i perm it wavy it'll shrink even dhorter... so its like on top of my shoulder rite now and curly... since my hair is naturally straight, it should turn out to be wavy in a few days. or at least b4 skol starts again. i hope!!
7.8My Birthday!! well not much happened today. i woke up and my mom said were going out to eat with M and M. my aunt and cuz. my Cuz M bought me a bag from aero. it was pretty cute. AuntM gave me a red pocket as did my parents. i didnt check how much inside yet. we ate at red lobsters and it was really good. had a cake. then we went home and i chilled with my friends all day... got onto facebook and found 40 comments saying happy b day. then i replied everyone differently making it a lil special.
and now im txting someone and seriously... just when u think know someone...it slaps u rite across the face with new stuff. and i seriously mean it. i mean my friend is now being all emo and liking my other Bff. this is too much to handle at times ....but im here to deal with it... its nothing big...

sigh.. what a day... well its i am and i want to watch forensic heroes II and finish BSM with wang zi and ao quan... haha wang zi is still my background pic. im bout to change it to my lil nephews soon. haahah well thats all for rite now. i'll sign back on on thurs to fix this whole blogging time cause rite now im blogging on 7/9 when everythingi s 7/8

ohh and i was tlaking to my friend Seema and we always end up talking about guys... i seriously need to get over "rocky" cause we DEF DEF DEF will never work out giving the fact that hes now a senior and and a sophmore.... i mean its poss... but i know he likes me a friend only. if something happens... thats kool but heyy, i like being friends with him. except for when he give me the cold shoulder feeling ... its just like off i feel like ignoring u today... and i wont answer u facebook messages... WTH? i need to get over him...
and this other guy i dont have a nickname for him yet so rite now its a blank_____. i need to get over him too. i mean hes nice and all but we just will never be for the fact that
1. he's also like a bro to me
2. i dont think he even likes me anymore than a friend
idk it mite work out... i mean ok rite now even if we are together it would look bad. cause i mean hes really small compared to mee... and hes shorter than me by a few inches... idk he said the doc said he's getting his growth spert jr. yr... if anything happens between sophmore year and when ever... that'll be cool... i can care less what other ppl say bout comparing size and all... if he cares then ummm screw it. hahah

wither way... i need to get over them. at least for now.

well i guess all i can say for rite now is bibi la 我的愛!

i'll upoad the pictures later so whoever can see it