happily sad day

today was the seniors offical last day. no more seniors for the rest of the year. and ever. =( i was happy all day until the bell rang. then it all hit me and i am not officially sad. i cant believe the school year is over just like this. at least my seniors got thrie gifts. i hope they all like them. i cant help but have this feeling that starting today... this is the end. no more contact with them and we're all heading seperate directions. i guess i'll still see them on their graduation day. i hope i get to see them all.
s.k.y.b.e.f.l.c.a.b.s.h.d.t.

<3 and miss you all already!

well... this is the end... what now?

soo obviously i lied

okkayy like i said. so obviously i havent been here in the worlds longest time. lol nothing much i has happened that i can say here. haha i still like Pineapple. who is now names FLH. hahaaha
i bought 7 gifts for my lovely seniors that are leaving in 5 days! ='(
my HSAs are coming up and im most worried about bio HSA... sigh... worried worried. lol i guess i'll write what i cant write here on my journal.. haa
peace out. <3 carrie

Whoa.

oh dear,
i havent been upodating my blog in a long while!!

haha well tonites kinda late. but i should update more soon. like tomorrow soon since i have nothing to do anymore on thurdays.

to everyone who celebrates chinese new years.
happy new years!!

roller coaster ride!!!

Whoa. my week have beeen very bumpy!! hahaa lets keep it short. i was really depressed cause of pineapple. then i talked to E. and was happy. then ive been happy since. yay. i talked to him once and realized he isnt going to ignore me. so theres that
hahaha

and i went X-mas shopping for my close sr. friends and a few other friends
S- hello kitty stuffed animal
y- she wanted brownies???
Eb. bst buy gift card
amr.- same thing
eu- baby hello kitty stuff
alli.- kitty from disney
kris.- lots of asian pencils
cassie- pencil and candy
LC3- bath and body works gift card
LC4 -same

haha theres 100 bucks.... im god at saving money and not give cheap gifts!
hahaha jkjk i suck

well lets see. one week b4 the 2 week break baby!!! woo hoo!! altho.

i dont really have much to say other than im really happy and merry and i kinda hope he would benice to me this week. hahahaha i mean 2 weeks! he can be nice to me for a week.

thats all i have to say for tonite. i have a ton of hw... yay.... bibi

hooked?? i think soo....

*sigh*

... what can i say... im hooked. all i could think about today was edward cullen, vampires, jacob black, warewolves, the movie, the book. i ws online half the time 2day looking/searching for fansites, stuff aboutthe book or movie, and thinkin... why isnt everyones life like them?? it really suckks


i made wallpapers for my phone. wanna see some??

hahayou know yor jealous. and all these pictures have one thing in common. its my*signature* i guess. ahahaha

i bought a camera today... its not the best one but heyy... it takes picks, i bought most of it.*dad helped pay some* and it works.
good enough with me... even if i did want the one my cousin has. ohh well. cant always get what you always want.

seriously tho.. i love edward cullen... and his quotes.

im reading the 2nd book, new moon, right now. my friend who lent it to me decided to say it was depressing right b4 she gave it to me... now i want to know whats up with it. haha

i really do hope the director decides to do a sequel. i mean stop worrying about the cost. look at the 1st ones turn out. yah its going to cost more to make it more book based... but these crazii grls will pay watever too see it.. i mean they waited outside the night b4 for the premire!!!!!!

crazii fans. i love taylor lautner, but heyy im in love with edward cullen. i cant choose teams so dont make me choose.

alrite well ima go read da book now. ttyl .

♥ edward cullen && jacob black

And so... the LION fell in LOVE with the LAMB

twilight-highlight of my day

*Ohh look!!! its edward and bella!!*

haha so today i finally saw twilight. hahaha
i saw the trailor for the 1st time yesterday... and then the movie today... needless to say. im hooked. i didnt want to be... but im hooked. it really sux to say it but, i wouldnt mind having a bf like edward cullen. hed be the perfect boyfriend. he'll love me, protect me, and care for me.
*u love him... but i love him more*
but the movie itself was amazing. i love taylor lautner. haha id choose him anyday. but today... im going for vampire only cuase im in a edward cullen mood. hahaha. rob is so much hotter in this movie.

*HOTT!!*

*sigh* i want him as my bf.... haha yah im hooked. but heyy, im a 15 yr old grl. what do u expect. anywayz. UGHH I LOVE IT!!!!!
*This is a really good picture *

theres not much more to say about this movie other than its awesome, hott guys, pretty amazing grl, typical love story with a twist. and a buncha obsessed grls who cant get enough of it *im not at that stage yet* teehee ^_^

*i made this one myself!!! hah thanks to picnik.com teehee ^^ and a friend who told me this site*

lol this shows how much of a life i have on a friday nite at 10 30. haha

ANYWAYZ

lets see. i want to see pineapple =[ hahaha its sad.... i dont get it... ive never wanted to see a guy like this b4... WHAT DOES HE HAVE THAT i WANT!?!?!?!?! *hes obviously not taylor or rob!!!!*

anyone know?? this is just sad...

and heyy person whos reading this... *wink* dont laugh... i have no life.. this is considered short...i mean look at my other ones....

ive been at the mall since 8am till6 pm... yahh wonderful day yes??

btw, im gettin a camera tomorrow!!!!

EDWARD QUOTES!!!!!:*funny, sad, cute, watever... my faves*

I saved your life – I don’t owe you anything.

Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 3, p.64

I hope you enjoy disappointment.

Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 3, p.65

It would be more… prudent for you not to be my friend. But I’m tired of trying to stay away from you, Bella.

Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.84

I said it would be better if we weren’t friends, not that I didn’t want to be.

Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.84

What if I’m not a superhero? What if I’m the bad guy?

Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 5, p.92

Bella:

Do you have a multiple personality disorder?

Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.82

thanks giving break begins

我的愛,

wow i always say im gunna write today and i never remember to... haha ohh well lets see whats goin on lately


but i cant say it here apparently.. cause idr who i told about this blog... so i guess this is between me and my brain

well 2day way the last day of skol b4 thanksgiving break!! woohoo! well i was a guide 2day at skol for ppl and it was pretty... boring? lol there wasnt much to do and my speaker disappeared and didnt come back. lol ohh well i chilled out in student services all day with my friend and athletic. haaha it was.... pretty fun.

during the last session we were suppose to watch a video they ppl made... it had a lotta seniors and memories of seniors and everything. hha it was fun.... pineapple was in it... he was akward. haha i'll be honest. some cute parts but mainly akward. watever. lol so we watched the whole thing and then i was walking around the auditiorium and all and i pineapple sees me and says carrie! and smiles... i pout and draw a tear down my face. he does it too.. only more dramatically. haaha

skol ended. yay. we went to the band room and im hugging ppl bye, wishing them a fun filled weekend. blah blah. and then he comes in and stares at me. smilin. i stare back. i knewwhat he was thinking and i knew he knew i knew. we kept staring at each other. ppl randomly came up to me and hugged me ... i was hugging cassie. saying bi. all that and he goes. carrie and i have a hug *arms out smilin* i was honestly thinking... should i be a jerk.... or not... and after like 4 seconds... i smile again... arms out. and hugged him.

i get hugs... a lot of hugs... from everyone. random ppl.... hahaha im a very huggable person. lol anywayz... and i guess its just me but i kinda think about the hugs i get. like i sorta but not really rate them... like id go aww this is a really comforting hug or hmm this is kinda a happy hug... or umm this is just akward. haha

my friend whos a bass guitarist.... he gives great hugs. no lie. like he was like #1 on my best hug list. his hugs are comforting, happy, and secure. firm too. but pineapple beats him.
No its not cause i like him. its really different. lol vibe is very different... i like it tho.
like the bass guitarist is a quick comfort hug... but His hugs last a lil longer... even if the hug itself wasnt. haha idkk
when we hugged. he was very firm about it and it was comforting and secure.. it did make me smile. i mean idk how to explain it... i just liked it... a lot. haha i want another hug like that.. not necessarily from him... from anyone... idk . lol im smiling now.

i dont usually get hugs from guys i like.
i got a hug from rocky once at coffee house freshman year. and that was b4 i liked him
me and bc have this special hand hug thing going on. lol its our own little thing
me and double O arent even close enough to hug. hahaah theres that dilema.. but not really.
me and pineapple... have a specail relationship...from my point of view... im sure hes like this to everyone... but noones really likethis to me.

hmm i needed to add something to the beginning... but i forgot it... go figure